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Because of being overly nervous, her body was trembling. Ana Lin came over and hugged her and kept rubbing her back, “I won’t ask.”
Seeing her painful look, Ana Lin couldn’t bear it.
“I’m asking you, but I don’t want you to suffer the pain alone. If you say it is more painful, then don’t say it.”
She probably had some guesses in her heart. She said she couldn’t be a woman anymore. Is there any physical defect?
But the doctor never told her.
“I’m not afraid you know.”
Lena Qin hugged her, buried her in her arms and cried, “I think that my heart hurts like a knife cut.”
Every time I mention it, my heart is like tearing open the scab of the scar, and once again experiencing the helpless despair at the time.
“I, I won’t be able to get pregnant anymore. I won’t be able to have a baby in my life, you know?
I hate him so much, he made me like this…” Ana Lin couldn’t believe it at all, how could he not be pregnant?
how is this possible?
“How is this possible?
The doctor didn’t tell me, did you make a mistake?
A miscarriage will not lead to lifelong infertility…” “I told the doctor not to tell anyone, it’s true, my body-is defective. “
Lena Qin exhausted her courage to say this.
“How could this be.”
She also dumbed her throat. As a woman, it is a cruel thing not to have children.
“It hurt the uterus, so…” “No.”
Lena Qin let go of her, wiped away the tears on her face, “There is no uterus.”
Ana Lin was shocked, but also pained and distressed for her.
She didn’t know what words to use to comfort her, she had been suffering in silence for so long, and she had to pretend to be nonchalant in front of everyone.
She hadn’t experienced it personally and knew how sad this kind of thing should be.
“How can I comfort you.”
Ana Lin winked tears to her, but it would come out even after it was wiped off, “Looking at you so uncomfortable, I feel uncomfortable in my heart.”
Lena Qin wiped away the tears she had fallen, “You have my godson in your stomach.”
The most painful time has passed, and it is still painful now, but it is still able to support it, she wiped off her tears and sucked her nose, “Help me keep it secret, and don’t say anything.”
How could she tell others.
“It’s just that you are too pitiful, and I feel heartache.”
In fact, she didn’t want to be sad in front of Lena Qin, but she really couldn’t help.
People who have not been parents will not know how sacred the moment of motherhood is. Even if they have no feelings for the person who made them pregnant, they will still love the life that grows in the body.
She has a deep understanding that Lena Qin and Alan Su were in emotional crisis at the time, and she did not hesitate to choose to give birth to the child. It was obvious that she had the same mood.
However, she lost it.
She also lost her qualifications to be a mother, which is too cruel to her.
Some people may say that there are so many women who are unwilling to have children, and it is a big deal not to have children?
There is a fundamental difference between being unable to be born and unwilling to be born.
Especially those who have been pregnant, experience the feeling of being a mother.
People nowadays often say that childlessness is a good horoscope. Now it takes a lot of time and money to raise a child materially. In order to make life easier, choose not to have children.
I can think of it. After all, there are a small number of people who are really barren for a lifetime. Many people regret it when they reach middle age. Even when they are an advanced mother, they have to be a parent once.
As the times change, people’s thinking is also changing.
As a woman, you can only truly appreciate the meaning of life and inheritance if you have been a daughter and have children in your life.
It is also said that children are the crystallization of two people’s love and the proof of their love.
Although it is not easy to raise a child, and it is also very hard to raise a child, but watching them grow up with my own eyes, and hearing how excited they are when they call their mother for the first time.
She couldn’t imagine how Lena Qin had survived when she knew she was barren in her life.
This happened to her, she would also find it difficult to accept.
“I’m fine, don’t worry about me.”
Lena Qin grabbed a faint smile, his eyes were still red.
She pretended to be strong, which was too distressing.
But I didn’t want Lena Qin to look at her uncomfortable, that way, she would be even more uncomfortable than herself.
She also endured the tumbling in her heart and reached out to touch her cheek, “I will be a godmother in the future, and I must be beautiful.”
“Of course, I will be the most beautiful godmother.”
Lena Qin smiled.
Ana Lin didn’t say anything, but changed the subject and asked about work.
“Today is Monday, the second uncle must be very busy, he is the only person over there.”
Lena Qin said.
Originally running the company, I have to look at the store for them, and I have to stare at the factory that makes xiangyun yarn.
Ana Lin also wanted to go back, but knew that Phillip Zong would definitely not agree.
“Look at the picture I drew yesterday.”
Lena Qin showed her the picture she drew last night, as if she changed the subject, and all her emotions were suppressed in her heart.
Huaqing University held a meeting of all teachers and students today.
Regarding Marsha Sang and Keller Shen’s affairs as negative textbooks to warn everyone that they must not do immoral things or damage the name of the school.
Things that have already passed and been clarified, and have been turned out again, everyone is very strange and very confused.
There are also a few who want to watch the excitement. After all, in the heart of human nature, many have an attitude of watching the excitement.
Marsha Sang was sitting in the classroom, and the teacher was sitting opposite her. He didn’t know what to say. There were many students looking through the window outside the window, wanting to see what the teacher said to Marsha Sang.
At eight thirty minutes, the teacher stood up, “The time is up, let’s go.”
There is no expression on Marsha Sang’s face, and he holds the written word in his hand
The whole school, teachers and students, stood on the entire playground, except for some activities, all teachers and students will gather together like this.
This is the first time that all teachers and students have been recruited because a student made a mistake.
No matter how strong Marsha Sang’s heart was, seeing so many students, all of them couldn’t calm down while watching with a cold eye. They couldn’t help but clenched their hands, and the paper in her hands wrinkled with her movements.
The teacher looked back at her and sighed, “You must have offended someone, otherwise the things that have passed so long won’t be told again.”
Marsha Sang couldn’t think of who she had offended or who was going to frame her, except for Lu Wanwan who made her upset publicly, she couldn’t think of anyone else.
Thinking about it now, Lu Wanwan seems to have no such ability. After all, only the principal can make this decision, and she doesn’t have this ability.
Then who else wants to frame her?
She couldn’t figure it out.
“I can’t help you either.”
The teacher also felt helpless, “Go ahead.”
Marsha Sang knew that since someone wanted to frame her, the teacher would have nothing to do.
She couldn’t hold back her trembling body, she was too wronged, but she knew in her heart that if she didn’t do it, her studies might be blocked. She could not lose her studies. This was the only platform for her to get ahead. She had to graduate normally.
Now, no matter how wronged you are, you have to swallow it all.
Walking to the front, there were already whispers among classmates. The last time everyone knew about her on campus, even if they passed by, they would have an impression of her. This time she was completely famous in the school.
Of course not a good name, but a bad name as a negative textbook.
At this time, a teacher said, “Let’s get started.”
The students were instinctively still, waiting for her self-examination.
Marsha Sang looked at their mocking or lively gazes, her heart low and faint, she did not do anything to destroy morality, but wanted to apologize in front of all the teachers and students for the futility.
She was about to explode depressed.
She breathed repeatedly and took many times to pick up the written examination. Her palms were full of cold sweat, and her face was pale. She trembled in front of the microphone and said three words, “…Dear teacher… …Classmates, today I write this review book with regret, to show you that I am right, I have recognized the profound mistakes of the bad behavior that happened at the school gate before, and I am determined to never make it again…” Her The voice was trembling more and more, and it was almost hoarse after reading.
“So I think it is necessary and I should make this written review to the teacher, so that I can deeply reflect on my mistakes…” “What is this doing?”
The police officers who came with Keller Shen were a little dazed.
Is it possible to insult personality like this in college?
In front of all teachers and students.
A colleague answered, “This student is courageous enough.”
Keller Shen’s eyes fluctuated slightly, and he whispered to the people around him, “You take them over.”
Today he will come over because of Marsha Sang’s mother. This does not require him to come. A commissioner will come to inform the family members. He knows that Marsha Sang’s mother will follow. Lifting her eyes to look at the thin girl standing in the front. She simply ponytails and lowers her eyes. Although she can’t see her expression clearly, she is a strong girl from her standing, even in this situation. Down, also stand straight.
Several police officers around came to the front to talk to the teacher about the situation. Generally, if the prisoner is inside, he just needs to make a phone call to inform his family.
But this time, he passed away inside, to give his family an explanation.
Forensic doctors have identified the cause of death, and it was sudden death caused by disease.
They do not take responsibility but also have to communicate with their families.
Suddenly the police officers in uniforms arrived, making everyone’s eyes more curious. Several police officers did not squint and walked up to the seats where the teachers were sitting. “Our Public Security Bureau, may I ask, there is a big A student named Marsha Sang?”
Marsha Sang’s teacher stood up, watching them feel a little uneasy, “You…” A student pointed to Marsha Sang and said, “She is.”
Several police officers looked over, looked at the girl who had just read the review book in front of all the teachers and students, and asked, “Are you Marsha Sang?”
Marsha Sang also looked at them and replied, “I am Marsha Sang.”
The teacher quickly walked down and stood in front of Marsha Sang and asked, “Did she make any mistakes?
Could it be a mistake?
She is actually a good student…” “No, it’s not that she made a mistake, it’s that we asked her for something. “
The teacher breathed a sigh of relief, thinking that it was all right, otherwise Marsha Sang must be destroyed.
After all, the case that alarmed the Public Security Bureau will remain the case.
“Come with us.”
They have a serious tone.
Although Marsha Sang came over and didn’t know what had happened, he was also very upset, but he didn’t shrink back. “I’ll go with you.”
Looking back at the teacher’s worried look, he smirked, “Don’t worry, I will be fine.”
She hadn’t done anything illegal, and they had said it, but there was something, maybe there was something to ask her about.
The teacher is not as optimistic as her. After all, in the school matter, someone wants to rectify her, and now there are police officers coming, why is he not worried?
Several police officers took Marsha Sang away in full view. In order to prevent everyone from saying that it was not good for Marsha Sang, they explained the reasons for taking her away. Of course, they did not directly explain it.
“This classmate was taken away not because she made any mistakes, but because there was a case related to her and we need to ask her about the situation.”
After speaking, they took Marsha Sang away.
Marsha Sang was very upset along the way. During this time, she had not encountered anything special, so as soon as she left the school, she immediately asked, “What are you looking for?”
One of them said, “I’ll talk about it in the game.”
Marsha Sang had to stay uneasy and followed them into the car. When she opened the door, she saw that Keller Shen was there.
“Why are you…” “Come on.”
Keller Shen sat in and made room for her.
Marsha Sang sat up, closed the car door and asked, “Do you know what they are looking for?”
Keller Shen answered the wrong question, “Isn’t the last thing over?
Why do we need to conduct a review in front of all teachers and students today? “
Marsha Sang lowered his eyes and said faintly, “Nothing.”
She didn’t want to cause any trouble to Keller Shen.
Keller Shen frowned. It was obvious that she didn’t tell the truth. She looked at her and asked, “Can you not trust me?”
Marsha Sang shook his head quickly, “No, how could I distrust you,…Last time it was because I caused you trouble. I am very sorry for you, but I don’t want to disturb you.”
Keller Shen’s lips pressed tightly, and she didn’t know how to answer her. This girl is not very big, but her mind is very delicate and kind, but destiny is not very kind to her.
Marsha Sang stretched her head to look at him, “Why are you upset?”
It seemed to have something to do. It was the first time I saw him this expression since I met him.
Keller Shen never answered.
Marsha Sang sat down and didn’t ask him any more. He thought he would be annoying as a human being. He was always chattering in front of him.
Maybe he wanted to be quiet.
Along the way, they didn’t speak, how did Keller Shen talk to Marsha Sang about her mother, and Marsha Sang thought he had something on his mind.
When the car drove into the game, Keller Shen let them go in first, and he said a few words to Marsha Sang alone.
They got off the car and left, but Keller Shen and Marsha Sang did not get off.
“What do you want to tell me?”
Marsha Sang noticed something was wrong, and he wasn’t usually so haunting.
It seems unhappy today.
What’s bothering me?
Suddenly she had an idea.
Marsha Sang deliberately wanted to make him happy, smiling and joking, “I’m so old, do I still have to learn from young people to make emotions?”
Keller Shen raised her head and looked at her face. She grew up in such an unfortunate family at a young age. She did not give up life, nor lost her enthusiasm for life. She worked hard to enter a good university and take care of her mother who was serving her sentence.
He stretched out his hand and stroked the top of her head. He didn’t mean anything else, he just thought she was pitiful and wanted to comfort her.
Marsha Sang was stunned and his body froze, never expected that he would touch himself.
After all, he is a very serious person and keeps a distance between men and women.
How could he… “You…” Marsha Sang said incoherently, “What’s wrong with you?”
“Your mother…” “What’s wrong?”
Marsha Sang blinked. Although her mother is inside but healthy, what can she do?
So Marsha Sang didn’t think badly at all.
“Why are not you talking?
Did she want to see me? I just went to see her a few days ago, and I haven’t heard of the commutation. What is it about her? “
Marsha Sang asked.
“She was in a sudden illness… passed away.”
Marsha Sang’s face turned grey in a flash, she couldn’t believe her ears, like a thunderbolt on a sunny day, and as if being poured with cold water from head to toe, her whole body numb, she looked at him blankly. “You, you, what did you say?”
Keller Shen repeated it again, “Your mother has passed away.”
Suddenly she interrupted him loudly, “I only went to see her a few days ago. She is fine, how could she die?”
This must not be true, is she dreaming?
Yes, this must be a dream, and it must be because my mother missed her, so she entrusted the dream to herself and asked herself to visit her.
It must be so.
“I will visit her tomorrow.”
She kept repeating these words, pushing the door and getting out of the car when she was talking. Keller Shen followed and took her arm, “You calm down.”
“How can I calm down!”
This was her only relative, but told her that she didn’t even have the only relative.
How can she accept it.
“Did you lie to me?”
Her eyes flushed red, her hands and feet were nowhere to rest, and she kept shaking.
Keller Shen said cruelly, no, “I didn’t lie to you, it’s true.”
Marsha Sang cried, cried and laughed, like a madman.
“You calm down.”
Keller Shen didn’t know how to comfort her, and increased her tone to let her hear her own voice.
Marsha Sang is a strong girl, but for her mother, this is her only sustenance. Now, she has really become an orphan, and her only relative has abandoned her.
“I want to see her.”
She couldn’t speak into tune, she was already dumb.
Keller Shen looked at her, very worried, “Can you do it?”
She nodded vigorously.
“Well, I’ll take you there.”
Keller Shen said looking at her, “Do you need me to help you?”
Marsha Sang shook his head.
Keller Shen walked to the front and took her there in person, and told her about the situation, “It was an emergency. I went to the forensic doctor without time for treatment. The forensic doctor has the identification results. I will take you there later. You talk.”
Marsha Sang said nothing, just followed him.
Keller Shen turned her head. She didn’t seem to want to hear this anymore, so she didn’t say anything. When she arrived, Marsha Sang said, “I want to go in by myself and tell me where I am.”
“No. 203, it has a name written on it.”
Keller Shen said that although it was painful, it was time to meet alone.
After speaking, Marsha Sang walked in alone, walked through the corridor, and crossed the heavy door. The air-conditioning hit immediately, as if entering winter, she was completely unaware. It was not the body but the heart that was cold now.
Soon she saw the number 203 and the name written on it. She walked over, and when she reached out to pull away, her hand stopped. At this moment, she dare not look at the people inside. face.
If you don’t see it, you can tell yourself, maybe you have made a mistake. If you really see it, even your fantasy will be shattered.
“Mom, you won’t abandon me, will you?
You won’t bear the heart and let me live alone in this world, right?
You will not. Under the violence of my father, you have persisted for so long for me. Why would you say to leave and leave? Are you willing to leave me behind?
Fake, it must be fake, someone is pranking me.
It must be so. “
After speaking, she opened the box of refrigerated corpses, and along with the cold white mist, a familiar face showed up.
Although it was already blue-gray, she couldn’t read it wrong.
At this moment, all illusions were shattered. It was true that the only relative abandoned her.
Suddenly, she knelt down and began to cry bitterly, “Mom…” Keller Shen could hear her crying outside, and sighed slightly, standing on the wall without going in to disturb.
“Is she alone?”
A subordinate came over.
Keller Shen gave a hum.
“This little girl is very courageous, but inside is a place for corpses.”
The man said.
“There shouldn’t be time to think about that.”
Keller Shen said.
She is so sad, there is still time to be afraid.
The man thought about it, “It seems to be too.”
Also standing by the wall, said, “This girl is very poor.”
Keller Shen did not respond but asked, “Is there any smoke?”
The man nodded, took a cigarette case from his pocket and gave him one.
Take out the lighter and light it for him.
The place where the corpses was stored was quiet. Two people stood in the corridor and smoked quietly.
“What is the relationship between the deputy bureau and her, is it really a relationship?
Not quite your style. “
The man said suddenly.
Those who work with Keller Shen know his character, integrity is true, but his thinking is pedantic.
Keller Shen raised his eyes and asked, “What is my style?”
“You should like people about the same age as you. If you take too young, you will definitely think that people will gossiping about you. How long have we been working together? I still don’t know you.”
When the man spoke, his hand fell on his shoulder, “Now is a new society, don’t be too old-fashioned. Now age is not a matter at all. How many young and old are in love, not to mention that you are not young and old, you are at most older than her. It’s not a big deal…” “Are you so idle?”
Suddenly Keller Shen interrupted him, “I have just lost a loved one, is it appropriate for you to tell me this?”
The man was negligent and coughed to hide his embarrassment, “I’m sorry, I have to leave beforehand.”
After giving the excuse, I wanted to slip away. At this moment, the crying inside suddenly stopped. The person who had just walked two steps looked back at Keller Shen and asked, “Why is there no sound?”
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